Honesty is not my virtue
I remember how I started this blog. With the honest intention of being an honest blogger.
I never doubted I was anything but truthful in life and how easiliy that would translate in to writing.
But honesty is not my virtue.
I wish I could tell exactly how this year went without making silly shoe and car analogies about different events.
I want to talk about the days this year when I was dizzy with happiness and about the times I honestly thought I would die young.
About how ecstatic I felt when on my first ski trip, I went the whole 14 KM or something and heard a famous Norwegian singer sing on the ski stop.
How on a business trip this sumer, not knowing what was wrong with me, I wrote down my name and my phone number so I would remember who I was in the morning. I remembered little on waking up and I missed my plane.
How confident I can appear on occasion, and at the same time sitting alone in a resturant to have my meal alone, made me so shy, I went without eating.
How I promised I wouldn’t cry at my sister’s wedding and then I was the only one who did.
How so many evenings were spent eating at hurry curry and singing kareoke until it was time to sleep.
How I made so many new friends and how I should have been a better friend. About all the things I did that I regret now and all the thing that I am proud of achieving.
But all in all. It was a happy year, this year.
I doubt if I will maintain this blog much longer.
I can’t speak the truth truthfully and what’s the point of writing if I can’t write from the heart?:)
( Besides, I want to not feel guilty next year for not keeping up;)
Adios and best wishes for 2006
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